Pregnaxt

I just found out that i am 4 weeks pregnant. This pregnancy was not planned and a couple months ago i had a ectopic with my left tube removed so I’m scared.

I’m also scared because i have a 2 1/2 year old and now it’s not just going to be him, i feel like I’m losing out on my time with him now as a young baby and i feel so bad all all i want to do is cry

And to top it off i lost my mom in April and I’m just sad i don’t have her here and i don’t have anyone besides my boyfriend to talk too and he’s been good but he wasn’t ready for another child yet and I’m scared that he will go crazy and drink a lot and ruin it for me if i do have a viable pregnancy.