Soooo tired

I love my sweet boy but I can’t stand him at all today. I’m so burnt out and touched out and it’s only 9am. He’s been awake, except for a short nap around 430am, since 130am. I don’t know what his deal is but he asks for food and then dumps it everywhere. He’s nursed at least 10 times but is just MEAN (pinching, scratching, kicking me in the face) while he’s nursing so then I take it away. And he has to be touching me CONSTANTLY.

I don’t think I’ve ever been so burnt out by him as I am in this moment. I just want to leave and go somewhere to nap 😩