Idk what to do

My boyfriend and I have been living together for 9 months. I truly thought he was my mr right, I’ve never been so close with a boyfriend before or felt this feeling towards anyone.

The other night he sat me down and explained he doesn’t want to have children. Although, I’m not ready tomorrow. This has always been my dream. I took some space and went to a psychic medium, I know some don’t believe in them but I do.

She told me that this is not the end, we can work through this and that we would ultimately end up having children in a few years. When I came home and explained it to him, he basically told me she was talking out of her ass🙄

I finally got him to agree on couples counseling so I’m trying to find someone soon but everyone is either booked or not taking new clients!

What would you do? I believe once his friends start settling down and having children he will eventually want one. I don’t want to just give up but I’m not sure I can be without children.