But this year it feels a little lonely or and at the same time a little less lonely a little unusual, unexpected and beautiful way... Every year I clean, dress up, cook a great meal and get my own cake all on my own! but this year I barely remembered and did none of the above and I don't even care

I am no longer thinking just about me.. my pregnancy was confirmed yesterday and baby is okay despite my struggle with HG💕. Now that I feel peace in my heart because I know my little swetheart is okay.. 🥰 and that's ALL that matters in my world.

I am thinking about the miracle of life and with how much excitement my mother must have met me for first time in my life today. 🌌🤱I just wished I had her close to me today, we are countries apart.

I was her rainbow baby and I am now carrying a child of my own. And I'm thinking how sad she must felt that I never was one to tell people or make a fuss. When I should be celebrating life. Because life is a beautiful miracle.♡

Thank you God for this gift 💕