Baby fever…

So I want one more baby.

I always wanted 5.

I have 4.

1 boy 3 girls.

However im terrified of having another girl! Lol don’t get me wrong I would love it either way ( duh ) and I know I can’t pick n choose.

Anyone else every been scared to conceive becusee they had a certain gender they want? Advice how to get passed that? Ty!