I have an almost 2 month old baby girl and an 11 month old boy almost 12 months. This past week has been so strange I’ve started to see things black bugs flying around and in the corner of my eyes bugs or creatures of some sort I see shadows of men from every corner I hear noises and I’m scared and jumpy all of the time that I can only nurse my baby in my bedroom on our king size bed for fear of dropping her from how jumpy I am. Im sad and cry for no reason at all. I have no motivation I feel extreme guilt and I have no appetite or enjoyment in life whatsoever. My husbands an orthodontist so he works long hours and I’m home alone most of the week with no family nearby everyone is a plane ride away 😔I don’t have friends. Im not sure what’s happening to me I am usually so positive lively and organized and now I’m the opposite I even lash out on my husband which has never happened before.