I pumped enough breast milk to go to church this morning. ( I didnt want to have to step away to feed. Sometimes i just want to be present without having to remove myself). I even pumped in the car....well.....one of the bottles werent closed properly......4 ounces gone....im messy in sticky breast milk....i decide to drink more water to pump even more....hubby hits a pot hole....now im drenched in milk AND water! Entire back seat is wet anf sticky.

Guess I wasn't meant to go to church this morning. Hubby went in to put money in the collection plate. I'm currently in the car with our sleeping son.

I want my husband's first father's day to go so well. But my frustation may have already ruined that. I gotta fix this some way. So upset

Update: Hubby came outside and checked my outfit. It dried up well because i was wearing a light material jean dress. He told me that everything will be fine and we should go inside. So we did. 5 mins later son started getting hungry. My mom went and warmed up his milk. Son drank some of it. The church was very hot so we had to fan him the entire time. Son was fine until service ended. Thankfully he didnt cry. I changed his diaper. Said bye to my mom, brother and his wife and in laws and left.

I fed him the rest of the bottle in the car. Drove off and went to Target. He got fussy there cause he was tired. I held him while ordering drinks at Starbucks. Hubby paid for the groceries and we went home. Son fed once more and is now sleeping.

Thank you for reading this and for the kind comments. I know its a lot to read lol. 😊