Honest Advice

So I had a perfectly healthy baby boy and accidentally got pregnant two months later after a c-section. It was rough... and I ended up losing the baby a day after birth because his esophagus never developed. Some people get lucky, & some people’s body just isn’t strong enough. A full year passed. Doctors don’t think it’s genetic being my first son was fine. But I just had two chemicals. One two months ago. Didn’t get pregnant the month in between & this month had another chemical. If you were me, wanted a big family... would you keep trying until specialist appt or hold off? I know some ppl continue trying just in case because let’s be real those appts take ages to get the ball rolling...