Venting

Im so damn tired. Im tired of feeling like ik the only one rasing our son and trying to make a dead relationship work. He's a MASSIVE narcissist. Im tired and i feel stuck. I want out and i dont at the same time. His narcissistic ways and my wanting to be single again have my mind twisted. Im holding on to my life and relationship by a thread. If I k*lled myself my their would be a custody battle with my family and my sons family. If his dad win, hell get his mom to raise him and then she'll put him in foster care. Im just sooooooooooooo tired of everything. I love my son and being a mom but it wear me out a lot. I feel broken.