Heartbroken 💔

Ra

Ra

Monday I got a vvvvvvvvvvvvvery very feint positive. After 16 months of trying. I got a glimmer of hope.

But the blood tests are negative. All home tests are now negative.

I’m gutted. I’m tired. I have chronic pelvic pain from scar tissue.

I’m in the midst of a pain flare.

I just want my BFP. And for it to stay. For it to stick. For it to grow. So I can hold that healthy little baby in my arms.

💔🥺😢

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Sa

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I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've been trying for 3.5 yrs and I'm definitely off the deep end at this point. I can't even LOOK at children without wanting to sob because I can't have one. My cycle is SUPER irregular from PCOS, so, sometimes it's 2-3 months without a period and then 3 times in one month. Now I'm on cycle day 31 after having my period 3 times in May. I can't even adopt or foster because of my mental and physical health history.

Ra

Ra • Jun 26, 2021
It’s horrible isn’t it 💔💔💔