Am I just unlucky or is there something wrong with me?

Does it sound like I have borderline personality disorder?

I try making friends and I’m kind and friendly im positive and chatty, but despite my efforts, I’m never invited to parties etc and excluded from everything. No one reaches out to me, I feel like I’m doing favours for people all the time but they never check I’m ok or do anything for me

I get very sad and lonely and scared everyone’s hating me or gonna leave me or talking behind my back. I find it impossible to keep relationships despite my best efforts and when I have at great connection with someone, they just leave me cause they move away or just find someone more attractive

Cause of my loneliness and constant dissatisfaction with my job however many jobs I try, I’m constantly moving around. I feel so unsettled and lonely. I feel empty and worthless and scared I’m gonna fail at life and be alone forever.

I feel very low and I don’t want to feel like this anymore. However hard I try to better my life it doesn’t get any better

Men never approach me and I’ve never been asked out before. I hate it