Discouraged

TTC is sooo stressful and takes such a toll on my mental health. My husband and i have been TTC for 4 years. With two losses. I have PCOS and never get my period or ovulate so its starting to feel hopeless. Even my doctor doesn’t know what to do anymore.

Lately ive been having these super vivid dreams that im pregnant and just given birth. With super clear details which is crazy to me but also makes me wake up super depressed that its not real and only a dream. Has anyone else experienced this? I just recently had AF for the first time in almost a year and the dreams started happening about a month after.

Any advice on how to not let it bother me so much? :(