I’m scared we’re going to lockdown again in autumn and I’ll never be able to date again

I’ve not dated the whole of lockdown and I’m pretty lonely and depressed. I’m panicking as I’m trying to get dates now but it’s just not happening . I’m so fed up just working in my bedroom all the time with no social contact in a city which was completely new to me last February and still feels alien.

If we lockdown again its going to be another year of not dating. I feel so alone and worried about it

Covid is ruining my mental health, stuck in room all day, hard boring work, orchestra is cancelled for foreseeable future, lost contact with friends

Life is shit