Unplanned pregnancy - considering termination

I’m a little past 6 weeks and running out of time as I want to have my mind made up and the whole thing done with no later than 8 weeks and 3 days if that’s what I’m going to do. What’s bothering me is h have no where to bleed. No where to grieve. Nowhere to suffer. I mean I’m homeless either way. When I’m nauseous and my boobs hurt I don’t want to be pregnant at all. I’m living out of a hotel right now with my 7 year old. I’ve got the money but gosh what an inconvenience to be kicked out while newly pregnant BECAUSE I’m pregnant… if I would have known I would have been so miserable while pregnant again I would have been on birth control. If people don’t want other people to have children they can’t afford why isn’t abortion more accessible? If it was I probably would have done it already. I am miserable. I have to make myself barf to help with the morning sickness. It’s a lot on top of being homeless now as a direct result. Baby daddy is still willing to pay for it but I have to get him to call his payment in the day of and h don’t even want to talk to hi ever again. I am so torn. I wanted another child for SO LONG but I was beginning to think my tubes were blocked I mean I’ve been off birth control for 4 years almost. Both of my previous partners had been infertile, clearly. This was SO random & casual & unexpected. of course I get pregnant the month I accept that perhaps I won’t ever have any children and give up any hope of having any more children. I almost didn’t even take the test to begin with. It’s crazy.