Damn just like that?

My boyfriend has seizures.and sometimes they get the best of him.he has times where he wants to hurt himself. I use to be the reason he wanted to live. Not so much anymore. Tonight,😔 he told me some hurtful things.just seems like I'm the problem and he doesn't want to be together anymore.that all I do is take his money and get mad for him not having any. That's not the case.i never get mad for him not having money.i think he gets mad cuz he don't get to spend it how he wants.no I'm not control freak with his money, I do take the majority and spend it on bills and food but idk.im jist lost.we were suppose to spend our lives together he's like the best man I've ever been with but now I feel like he's just fed up with me.