Optimism after suffering multiple miscarriages... Let’s talk!

I’m writing this post after being told for the second time I suffered a pregnancy loss. June 2020 was my first miscarriage, just 7 months after my mom passed away. Now, June 2021 I have suffered another miscarriage just 2 months after my grandmother passed away. At first I blamed myself, because I felt like something was wrong with my body, almost as if I am cursed. But then I thought back when doctors told me that I would never be able to conceive naturally with Endometriosis and PCOS and if I WANTED more children I would need to see a fertility specialist. The good part is I am able to conceive naturally, the bad is all of the emotions and “let down” feelings of hopelessness, and the ugly is knowing if I conceive again, I will be even more paranoid. I believe God is showing me at 41 years old, that he can still bless me with a baby in spite of what doctors have told me in the past. But, it will happen when the timing is right. I pray that all women who suffer a pregnancy loss know that it is possible for our dream of a rainbow baby to become a reality💓💓 Peace and Love😘