Just goofing around

So me and my fiancé have been trying for a baby for about a year and 3 months now..my OB has me on the pill for the next 3 months to regulate my period before we continue trying to conceive..but I was just messing around today thinking “what would I really look like pregnant” so I did the whole stuff a pillow up my shirt and oml I love it so much! We have been trying for a baby and I have been wanting this for so long it literally brought tears to my eyes even though I know it’s just a pillow! Anybody else ttc and done this just to see and felt the same way?