STOPPED TTC LOST HOPE

My whole cycle I was riding off prayer , faith and hope but today AF came; I'm little sad but I've made the decision to stop trying to have a baby on my time instead of letting god know what my hearts desires are and let his will be done! Just focus on obeying him and doing what satisfy him.

Now I understand why people always say " stop trying, it will happen " because it seems like we are forcing GOD to hand us a blessing when we want it! That's not how it works.

Right when we lose hope he always shows up to let us know he's listening and that you are not alone. I'm a witness to this.

Here's my story... On June 24, 2014 I married my awesome husband , in July 2014 I told my husband I wanted to have a baby so he agreed , 7 months later I conceived our very first baby which in ended in a miscarriage at 6 weeks, 2-3 weeks later one of my closet friends discovered that she was 7 weeks pregnant at this time I still was miscarrying at the time when she told me , so it was kind of hard to be happy for her especially when I was going through all the emotions behind that. There were times were I didn't want to be around her , I envied her so bad , had to watch her stomach grow , doctors appointments and the delivery of the baby! Had endure it all because she was my friend and she needed my support, even when I was going through it emotionally trying to conceive. That experience was very tough for me to endure......

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