Struggling with sex

Alex

Hey y’all. This might be TMI but my boyfriend and I have always had a pretty good sex life. Recently I have really gained a lot of weight and I’m at my heaviest. I’m extremely self conscious of my body and insecure about it. He brought up how I wasn’t touching him a lot and steering away from sex. Now I’ve noticed I’m second guessing everything. Stuff I know I’m good at. Head, making him hard or certain positions. To the point where I can’t relax and I’m so worried about my body and I can’t get stay wet or be as wet as I used to. I’m struggling and need help.