Infant loss and trying again

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It will be almost 7 months since my baby boy passed. My fiancé and I have been trying for about 4 - 5 months I believe. I wanted to start a post because as much as we would like to have another baby, a part of me feels like guilty for being hopeful?

No one could ever replace my baby but it just feels that way. Is anyone else going through this and would like to share there process? - I am currently on medications for depression and anxiety as well, I don’t know if this effects TTC.