Found out today that my baby girl no longer has a heartbeat and I have to be induced, I’m 24 weeks and I have so many emotions. Not sure what caused it but the specialist thinks it has to do with the placenta, I thought I’d have longer to prepare myself mentally for childbirth but I’m really scared since it’s happening now. I feel alright for now but I think once I have her it’ll hit me way harder, I also don’t know what to do about anything. I’m not sure if I’m gonna wanna hold her, I’m also not sure what to do with her body. I don’t think I want a funeral or anything due to lack of money and wanting to try to move past this as soon as possible (that may sound harsh but I really just want it to be over with so I can work on healing myself, and I think a funeral would just delay that), but if I don’t have a funeral or anything what would they do with her? I hate the thought of going to the hospital with a baby and leaving without, I never thought I’d have to go through this and it’s something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy