I feel broken

I feel so broken and I can't stop crying and no-one seems to care.

Been trying to get pregnant for 2+ years, got pregnant twice and lost it both times.

Everyone else is getting pregnant, my sister just told me she was pregnant.

This is fair. I've done everything in my power to get pregnant. Everything. Now it's a fertility doctor. And that cost so much money, that I don't have. So I'm stuck. I'm stuck waiting something I can't have.

I just wanted to vent. I literally can't even stop crying.

Im17 days late (after 3 months of a regular period) and every test is negative. And idk when I ovulated (if I ovulated) when I'll start.

I'm doing everything I can.