Lost my baby three weeks ago in a tragic car accident. Had a emergency c section and broke my pelvic bone in two places had have surgery. When admitted I found out I was covid positive after having the phizer vaccine a month and a half before. This was the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. My baby became very sick due to a brain hemorrhage he was unable to breath on his own. I got the chance to hold him and look at him. He was the cutest little guy ever. In the beginning it was hard for me to start crying. I have my moments when I look at pictures I've posted of me pregnant and my ultrasound photos. I just break down and cry. I try to look at the positive sides of things. But it is so hard. Just needed to vent.