Kinda need some motivation and support

Hi everyone. My name is Fatiha. Beforehand, I would like to apologise for my English should there be any grammar mistakes in my writing. I had my first son in June 2019 but he didnt make it at 38 weeks in my tummy. Since then I have been trying to conceive yet no good news until now. I don't know what to feel, either to feel okay seeing the same single line on pregnancy test or to feel broken and sad. I miss my son every single day and if it wasnt because of my parents, I personally don't think I could stay sane until today.

During previous cycle, I took ova-mitt and had sex more frequent than usual. Now I am approximately 3 days late but earlier when I checked on pregnancy test, I got another single, bright line for the result. I don't feel comfortable with my own body recently. I get tired easily, and sleepy all the time. I have cravings on sweets and suddenly I am a fan of hot/ice chocolate when all this time I wasn't a fan at all.

I kinda need some motivation and support from friends in here. I

I hope you don't mind giving me any. Have a good day. ❤️