Hi ladies, I’ve been with my boyfriend for years and I absolutely adore him. We’ve been together since we were 15 and 16 and now we are in our 20s. We for sure want to get married soon and we talk about it all the time. As I was in my teens, I fell out of religion, become upset with God (ashamed of this) , I was hurt in the Catholic Church and hurt by other “believers” so to say it’s been a bumpy road is the understatement of the year. However, I always believed. This year, I turned a new leaf and I’m converting from a lukewarm Christian to a legitimate one. I feel so much happier, I read my Bible more often and pray more often, and I come from a religious family so I feel closer to them as well. However, my boyfriend isn’t exactly a believer. He believes in some type of God, but not like the one we do. It’s weird I can’t explain what he believes. He’s super respectful of my faith, and he goes to church whenever I want to go. But I know his focus is elsewhere. Speaking from experience, I don’t want to push it on him. That’s the worst thing I can do. My mom did it to me and that’s another reason why it took me longer to find my way back to Jesus. But man, I really want to be equally yoked with him. I want us to pray together, to Bible study together, I want to have kids and teach them Christianity and attend church every Sunday. I just want Jesus as the center in our lives. But idk how to. I pray for him every night. I know in a sense I’m being hypocritical, as it took me all those years to find my way back and now I’m expecting him to flip a switch and be Christian, but I know it’s not even top 100 on his list. What do I do :(