Ok so me n my fiance have been going thro alot of life stressers lately, we are recovering addicts we moved and changed our life, in our addiction we were both in jail alot at separate times😩 so loyalty hasnt always been there, (BUT IT WAS ONLY WHEN WE WERE APART FOR MONTHS ON END) never while we where with one another.

Well ive gained some weight😒 i love food! And Im not like "fat" im just a little fluffy and due to my past addiction i had to get new teeth but he said he loved it and always braggs about my head game😋 well our sex life has gone down due to us both working full time jobs and being exhausted when we get home plus hos daughter(9yrs old) is up for the summer.

So i don't expect a hole lot , but the last 2 times we ua e had sex ive looked through his phone wnd noticed he was watching porn before hand im sure, or he takes showers and instead of saying "hey want to tske a shower together" he doesnt ask me... and last night i noticed that he had dating sites on his history like fuck sites, for iur local area, he didnt message anyone and i dont think he set up an account and he never left l, and i wouldnt think he would anyway. But like i just am feeling very insecure like when we have sex its great, atleast hes never showed otherwise. But like idk the porn he watches is like all small girls beautiful girls 😞 idk what to do, i havent brought it up cuz like im embarrassed to talk about it or like i dont wanna embarrass him😞 advice? Please dont judge...really need to talk about this

*pictures attached are to show what i look like*

Side note plus we just filed out marriage license to get matried next week! We have been together for 4years. Been TTC for 2yrs -steady a YR