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Theres times me and my bf have the cutest times together but then theres always somethings that messes it up, we argue over the smallest things and they become a huge problem then he starts cussing at me he calls me " a dumb fuck, a stupid bitch " but im SUPER emotional so i start crying right away!!!! Then i guess he feels bad that theres times he apologizes but theres plenty of time he doesn't, it kills me how hes not a sweet lovely bf, he was never like that when I first meant him though but i tell him all the time that bothers me I hardly get cute msgs from him i only get gm texts and sometimes goodnights, we see eachother everyday but that still doesn't make it an excuse not to be sweet.... Theres time i want to walk away from his life because of how he is but i just cant idk why i dont know what i want anymore... He has my name on him but his super jealous even though we been together for a year 1/2 i don't understand why he is super over protective but super mean at the same time please help me, i need advices on weather to try to change him or what should i do...