I hate TTC

Michaela • 🌈RIP Zara-May my baby 28.2.21💔 💕 Instagram: mrsmichaelawalker Rainbow baby born 21.04.2022

One miscarriage, a stillborn and 2 years lost and I have started to hate ttc to the point I some times question why I don't just give up. Wasn't meant to be. Been really difficult with my mental health. Then I look at my husband, my best friend and can't help but wanting to hold hope. I hate this, I really hope we get our bundle and it gets easier 😞Sorry just needed to vent.