Incase u don't follow me, I had mastitis that turned absess.

They had to put me under and open thr breast up and leave it open to drain. It's painful and burns so I traded one pain for another. Fever still comes and goes and I'm still highly upset about having to pause on breastfeeding. I hope we can go back to breast without complications.

I'm home now to heal before go back to see the surgeon in a few days. It's hard to pick her up sometimes :( not what I wanted to deal with 3 weeks pp.

This suckssssss.