boy problems

i have this male friend & literally every everyone, people at work, our friends, my ex(now), thought we were fucking. and don’t get me wrong the sexual tension was definitely there. not to toot my own horn but we are both extremely attractive people but it was strictly platonic for months. anyways not too long ago i realized i actually do like him and i told him and he told me he likes me too but we didn’t want to tell anyone cause we didn’t want people to know they were right. so we fucked but now he won’t let me kiss him at work or even hug him & when we’re with our friends it’s the same. i think he’s embarrassed of me tbh. he didn’t even want me to meet his mom but he claims they don’t have a good relationship so idk. i keep overthinking and thinking he just wants to fuck me and idk if i’m really overthinking or if i’m overthinking overthinking lmaooooooooo.