Bad pap

Casey

So I've never in my life had a bad pap smear not even when I had endometriosis. Since that surgery I have had 3 kids since having kids normal periods and all. Me and hubby have been ttc for a year now. Six months ago I called my ob. I was having sever pelvic pain during my ovulation had a pap smear everything was normal was told some people have painful ovulation. The pain never stopped it started to come and go constantly. Then the last three periods were extremely abnormal starting two weeks early then was two weeks late got what I thought was a positive I was wrong. Went to doctor a month ago wasn't pregnant and had another pap smear. They called friday it came out saying I was having abnormal cell growth. Now I'm scheduled for a biospy. I'm super nervous. My biopsy is July 28th on my anniversary. But they said they wanted it done as soon as possible. They said to try and not worry til results come back. But I'm worried. When I was 20 I went through hell with my endometriosis. Lost my daughter on my 21st birthday. Then went into pre menopause. Had that reversed and finally had my 3 babies. I guess Im just looking for words of encouragement.