Last month i could ttc …

Al

Hey ladies, today feeling so depressed, im 12 dpo and testing negative so i know im out period will come in two days. This was the last month we had agreed to try to get pregnant, since we gettin married in May next year, otherwise i will get married with a huge belly and That wasnt in my plans, so thinking about going on the pill. What would you do? Continue trying? Postpone wedding until you had a baby? I feel really lost… any opinions will help.