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Miscarriage

i was 17 at the time (18 now)

i had a miscarriage through a car accident which i caused *trying to show off in front of friends* and didn’t know i was 10 weeks pregnant at the time. The initial impact caused a delayed miscarriage as well as the stress that came with crashing my car with only having my license for two months beforehand. The absolute guilt i still feel to this day is literally destroying me none of my family are aware and i’m not planning on telling them either, i’m not close with any of them. I’ve been struggling really hard to get closer with my new partner because i know that he wants kids and it is definitely in the future but i just don’t know how to bring up what happened and that i’m i guess still groaning.