PPD or normal baby blues?

So im 2 weeks postpartum and its been going okay. Ive been trying to adjust to it all. I still have moments where I just cry and feel weirdly sad. I love my daughter and i love having her in our lives but I just… its a LOT…

Ive also noticed that Im becoming weirdly dependent on my husband being home. When he leaves for work or golf I get sooo sad and feel so lonely. Is that normal?

Im really scared Im starting PPD… I keep telling myself it’s exhaustion and it will be better.