Has anyone else felt so uncomfortable and disgusted with being touched and being affectionate and by other people even guy friends being affectionate back makes you feel that way, After a really bad toxic relationship and traumatic breakup, no physical abuse happened but you had a strong bond connection and trauma bonds and love that turned into hate. Etc.

After my relationship ended it was very traumatic for me, that situation, the whole relationship. We were very close, had a lot of sex and he was my first, then it got really toxic And I haven’t wanted anyone to touch me, be affectionate towards me a idk why. Even my close guy friend, he keeps wanting to cuddle and spoon and touch my knee and stuff, and it makes me feel uncomfortable and betrayed and disgusted. Even my parents sometimes makes me feel that way.

Has anyone else felt that before?