I have super bad anxiety. My fiancé made the phone call to make me an appointment with a therapist so I can get my life back under control and he was telling me how the receptionist was snappy and telling him all future appointments and phone calls have to be made by me. She then asked why I wasn’t making the call and he explained my anxiety. He said she became nicer but I feel like he only said that because he could see I was uncomfortable. Now I am nervous for my first appointment. I am so uncomfortable going to public places and talking to people and now I feel like the receptionist has already judged me and will remember who my name. Idk I just have a real weird feeling in the bottom of my throat. I just wanna cancel