I have 0 friends. I have a bf but like that’s it. he has his own life and has fun with his friends and i really want that for myself. it really sucks. he’s moving away soon so we will do long distance and i’ll be working a new job here… hopefully and I pray so hard I can find some friends. it’s been hard since i’ve isolated myself for about five years. i’ve forgotten how to socialize and im super socially awkward. I have online friends but they all have their own lives too…… I just really wish I could have that for myself.