Is this considered rape?

D.L

I lost my virginity to my first boyfriend in Dec last year and I just remember him going really fast and it hurt ofcourse because it was my first time as well and I told him to stop while also pushing him off and he didn’t. I don’t know if it’s just me being curious but I also feel dumb because I did do it with him over and over after that happened.. but we live and we learn right.