I don’t know how to feel but I just found out my sister in law is pregnant with her second and she has a 9 month old and I have been trying to get pregnant with my third for a while now but just have not had any luck and I just have a lot of emotions going through my mind and I want to cry and everything I am just not that person to take anyone joy or want them to feel bad because they are getting something I really wanted ! And she knows about my pregnancy journey as well so isk if I’m expecting something or what I mean I haven’t gotten my period either but i also have not missed it either