Struggling so much since my miscarry Mother’s Day this year💔 I want that back. I’m engaged soon to be married in three weeks exactly. I have a 5 almost 6 month old baby but she isn’t my fiancé’s. I just haven’t been able to cope with my miscarriage Honestly just want baby number 2. I’ve thought about getting a therapist to help with this as well as a few other things but I don’t know if Medicaid would cover it & I can’t afford therapy. I have the iud right now and I’ve thought about possibly talking to my fiancé about ttc number two after were married, I’ve talked to him about how I’ve been struggling he said he thinks therapy would be a good idea as well but again just can’t afford it. We only want 2 kids, I’ve been taking test even with the iud I feel like I’m going crazy I hate this😣. I’ve miscarried 2 other times but this one is the hardest for me! I really need some positive advice, please I can’t take the negatives right now🙏🏻😮‍💨❤️