God please end me

I burned my outter labia by using nair that was specifically for the bikini area and I had an allergic reaction and it chemically burned my skin. The only way I could get it under control was with diaper rash cream, Benadryl, ibuprofen and hemorrhoid cream. That made the swelling stop immediately and it’s gone down. However it’s still a burn and I’m considering the Er. I woke up and wiped with a wet baby wipe and I noticed that blood is coming off of my skin and I’m just.. I’m scared. I can’t call my gyno until tomorrow.

Please tell me okay.. vaginas are made to birth babies which can sometimes tear up the outside too.. so please tell me that it will behave itself and heal and not become infected because it’s a place that’s covered, and close to pee/poo

Like I’m over here bending in weird ways when I pee so my pee doesn’t touch the burn.

Any idea of what else I can put on it?