I'm done testing

It's a mix of excitement and nerves. Seeing the two lines pop up gives me a sense of relief. *TW* After 3 losses, I find myself holding my breath every time I have to use the restroom, hoping each time that we're still in the game. Any one relate? I'm so estactic and also equally so scared. I'll be 6 weeks tomorrow. I haven't made it past 6 weeks in 7 years. My mind is daydreaming of the sweet kisses I'll land on his or her face, the nighttime feedings, the exhaustion and joy. All things that are here and I hope to stay. I so badly wish this is it. Hell, I think this is it! Any advice to take each day in stride with less....worry? I think tomorrow I'll start some yoga and meditation to help with the positive vibes. I have bloodwork today, so please fingers crossed!