I need help .

So me and my husband have been married since April this year. And he surprised me with “ I want a kid “ from the first month . I was like let’s not use any kind of birth control and see what’s gonna happen. He was okay with it then every time I got my period he would be upset and mad like “ ppl can have kids from the first time and we cant “ and he was talking to his sister’s about it like we cant have kids and how he sad about it and shit. till the point where he will stopped having sex with me to “ save his sperms “ until my ovulation day! and I would be so horny and he would be like “ your selfish . Your not an animal control your self”. He’s my husband I’m allowed to say that I’m horny to him . Ps: I would never force him have sex with me.

We been married for 4 months now it’s so weird.

Now i don’t feel like having kids because i feel like I’m being forced to do it! 😔