I feel so alone

I’m not even sure where to start . My boyfriend lost his dad on June 3rd of this year and it’s been really hard on him but he’s been managing everything . I recently told him I was pregnant and he said “ok well I guess we’re having a baby “ on yesterday he just got really angry blamed me for his dads death and told me I should get an abortion and that if he had to choose he would rather god bring his dad back than bring in another child . I’ve been crying non stop and don’t know how to feel anymore . I could really use a support group , ladies to talk to in my time of need and some good advice .