I'm giving up on TTC. Like, <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> and staring at pee sticks for five minutes willing a second line to appear.... Its just too depressing. Plus, I'm annoyed that my husband only wants to have so much sex because he wants me to get pregnant.... Its not even romantic anymore. And no, I can't talk to him about it because he's a military guy who doesn't really give a shit for everyday romantic gestures, he will cite an article that says how I can't expect a military guy to care about those petty problems. A few times we had sex and, I don't get upset if I don't finish, but I did get upset when he told me he purposefully didn't let me finish because some article said I'm not supposed to if we want a baby girl. That shit pissed me off. And another month that im not pregnant so hes just gonna tell me to be more fertile. Like its my choice. I'm heartbroken and done done done.