Prior to my post YESTERDAY "Worthless.."

Thanks for all the positivity I honestly don't need negativity.. However I am ashamed of what I did but I did not cry.. Honestly me and my boyfriend just started dating I don't love him yet but I know that does not give me an excuse to do what I did to him... People say you can remember stuff when you get really drunk people are fucking different I can not remember shit why would I lie on here!? It's honestly all a blur but.. I just needed to vent...