Sometimes i wish i had a real Sperm Dildo!!! Half of the stress comes if the husband does BD or not

im so crazy to think this but so sorry , i keep thinking we dont fight in the fertile window !! I need to be patient and calmed just to have BD . Sometimes i just wish, if it was woman alone who can keep inserting sperm whole month through a machine 😂so that i can get rid of when i am ovulating and when i should have sex !!!! THIS fertile window is just a spoiler of working like a machine to Have sex even if one partner is not in the mood !!!!

I wonder how all partners think about fertile window!! Just jump into the bed to make forced love to have a baby

TTC is making me crazy now ( Just MY THOUGHTS )