Crazy isn’t it..

It’s crazy how every pregnancy is different, not all symptoms are the same, not all faint positives turn into BFP like the other pregnancies. Never thought the day would come of confusion from a test “am I pregnant” “am I not pregnant” is what we often ask ourselves when there’s something so faint. Only For us to think it’s a chemical, an indent, an evap line. As the days go by I sit n pray for a darker line, but you just seem to not get darker.. WHY? “Is it me” “is it the test” wait a couple more hours n test again.. I’ll wait tomorw, tomorw comes excited to see the line progress, but still nothing “seriously, what is going on” “am I pregnant” “how can I have all these faint lines but nothing solid”

We can take the advice from other women who have been in this situation, does it calm the nerves we have? It doesn’t, a heavy feeling on your chest, the feeling of loosing faith/hope.

Maybe it just isn’t my time yet.

6 faint lines, nothing solid. I somewhat feel my depression coming in that I felt when ttc my first & only child.

“What’s meant to be will always be” remind yourself this 💛