I was scheduled for induction today at 41 weeks. They called at 530am to tell me they were full but would be calling back around 10 with an update. I took the extra time thinking I could shower and do my hair and makeup. Mid shower I felt something go and thinking it was my water breaking I looked down to the most blood and matter I had ever seen. I tried to get out of The shower to get my phone and it just kept gushing out of me. After a dramatic scene with 911, they were hopeful because my vitals stabilized…but when we got to labor and delivery I knew something was wrong. They couldn’t find a heartbeat. A total freak thing with the umbilical cord and placenta. I had just felt him move not even 30 minutes prior. I chose to deliver stillbirth via csection so they could control the bleeding…the baby has remained with us post delivery soo we can cope/grieve. He looks so perfect and beautiful…it seems insane this ended this way….I am dreading going home to the nursery but luckily have the best husband