Scared of labor


So I’m not due until March2022 and I’m already watching birthing videos and getting extreme anxiety. I have one child already 4 years old and I was induced with her and got an epidural at 4 centimeters and the crazy thing is I didn’t feel any pain at all only pressure and tightness but I was so scared I wasn’t going to be able to handle it I got the epidural before it got “bad” I really want to see if I can go natural all the way but I’m just so scared. What other pain relief options do they have other than epidural that works just as good or almost as it does?